I’m leaving. It’s been a while since I’ve thought about it, and an even longer time for me to admit it, but I think I’ve had my fill of Tumblr. Well, at this point in my life at least.
Reasons? I don’t know. There aren’t really any besides the fact that I’m just never on. I don’t think about updating anymore, and the only reason why I’m writing this now is because I happened to be at the library.
But I won’t leave you hanging completely. Last wrap-up update: I’m seeing a therapist and coming to terms with not only myself, but life and other things needed to function like a proper human being. I have been feeling more depressed recently, but then again, I’ve also been more motivated. Taylor and I are happy. We spend most of the day together and he sleeps over almost every night, too. The group is good. Everyone is relatively happy at the moment. I spend all day with them too. I haven’t been drinking/smoking as much, and when I do it’s in moderation… kind of. It’s never been a problem, but cutting back while trying to lose weight seems like a good idea. And my ways of losing weight probably most likely definitely aren’t that healthy, but as long as I don’t end up in the hospital, I should be fine right? That’s something that has to be worked on eventually, but I’ll cross that bridge after I’ve tried every other way to get across the river.
I don’t know. Maybe I’ll come back one day. Update or whatever. But for now, I’m done. It’s just not what it used to be anymore.
I love(d) you guys. Don’t do anything overly stupid, okay?
Happy almost full moon, you lovely doves.
-Lexi
